NEN Premieres “What Am I Living For”: A Haunting New Single
Angelic & Tortured
Today marks the premiere of “What Am I Living For” , the latest single from rising artist NEN. Known for her ethereal vocal presence and emotionally charged songwriting, NEN pushes her sound into fresh territory with this haunting, pop-punk-tinged ballad.
Unlike the track we previously featured, this new release showcases a more expansive sonic palette. She blends a spectral, melancholic sound with bursts of energy and edge that recall the expressive intensity of Hayley Williams and the dreamy allure of The Marías. In this single, NEN effortlessly demonstrates her versatility, evolving beyond her earlier work into a sound that feels both intimate and raw.
At its core, the record is a balladic exploration of hope, vulnerability, and the struggle to balance inner light with the pressures of the outside world. On the surface, the lyrics and melancholic music might suggest a story of an abusive relationship, but as the song unfolds it reveals a deeper introspection. Instead it’s a portrait of a person blinded by her own optimism, too willing to let others take advantage of her kindness and warmth. It’s a powerful question of people pleasing threaded throughout the track: what are you living for — yourself or for others?
NEN’s angelic yet tortured vocal delivery gives the song an aching emotional gravity, making it feel like both a confession and a cathartic release. With its poignant themes and evocative soundscape, “What Am I Living For” would be especially striking in a live performance where the real emotion of the lyrics and dynamic shifts in the arrangement could truly resonate with an audience.
We’re excited to share this new chapter of NEN’s artistic journey with you — tune in below!
